A special person like you deserves to be introduced to my human diaries.
The universe would be in awe to see me taking out the words — “I will never fall in love again” outside my sinful mouth. The heels I’ve thrown in the basement, the dresses I’ve ripped off, the makeup I ruined, the perfumes I mixed with poisons, and all the love songs I abandoned were revived at a leisurely pace…
No, I can’t be dedicating you to subjects of dreamy delusions with the catchy breath of cupid’s arrow. I can’t be imagining us walking side by side wearing matching outfits. I can’t be dying to be stared at your pair of eyes twinkling under the hues of sunsets and your smile being paired with the glistening waves.
Your weird name, towering height, ideal fair skin that tones up your alluring looks similarly to idols I see on screens were being flexed around my friends and my family.
And the way my mask dropped when I first heard your voice — oh how about trying to mention my name? How about finishing your arts with my face on it? How about you offer me your hands to dance with you?
Jiving elegantly, so tonight’s eclipse realigns the stanzas I’ve carried swiftly every time I admire to tune the beat of my love alarm.
“With him, you will complete the album’s missing track,” the leader of the band said…
But I bitterly smiled, for I am aware that this dream won’t last. I shamelessly narrate my feelings towards you without you knowing my existence at all.
